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[x] I have thoughts of death.
[x] I know death is awesome.
[x] I've had dreams of what true death is like.
[X] I contemplate murder often.
[x] I contemplate suicide often with an extreme adventure behind why I did it.
[x] I want 2012 to be true because of the chaos.
[x] Words for destruction please me when I'm angry.
[x] I don't fit in with many people that can't understand why I want to be a Satanist.
[x] I've been told that I have serious mental issues.
[x] A freaky thing about me is that I'm very "likeable".
[x] I think blood on white fabric looks amazing when it's wet.
[x] I draw bloody things for more than the purpose of expressing my emotions.
[x] I curse so much at myself for some of my flaws that only I can see.
[x] Sometimes I think that a mental asylum is only a place for sanity, Heaven.
[x] My family worries about me.
[x] With all these problems, even when more come, I never forget who I am and how crazy I am.
[x] I live in my own paradise, world, and dimension 50% of the time.
[x] I sometimes feel selfish when I eat the last of anything in the fridge knowing that maybe somebody else wanted it.
[x] Some morals will never make sense to me.
[x] I don't understand love.
[x] I want lethal weapons because it comforts me knowing I can fight back against anybody.
[x] I do, dress, and say things to make Christians mad.
[x] I very often look like a sociopath.
[x] I feel like an alien from another galaxy, placed on Earth as punishment for something I did back at home.
[x] Every time I say my name out loud while introducing myself, I feel that I wasn't the one who said it. Someone else did.
[x] Premeditated murder is beneath me because I feel I could wing a homicide and do it perfectly the first time.
[x] I only can cry when I laugh or am hurt very badly.
[x] Certain words for things I feel and want to do have never existed and never will because it's part of my language.
[x] I can't tell society, my family, and friends how I truly feel without laughing about it.
[x] I wish I was another human race to see what it's like to look out my own eyes and see the ridge of my nose and skin tone look different.
[x] I purposely do things for a certain kind of attention, admiration.
[x] I try to find words that have bad words in them like assASSin.
[x] I do truth things like this very one to let others know a bit about me.
[x] Doing this truth entry made you realize something about yourself that you didn't think of before.
[x] I want more truths like this so I can see how many more crazy things I do.
[x] Now that this was mentioned, I want count how many I's are in these things.
[x] I know I'm crazy and am not afraid to embrace it. It makes me feel somewhat important.
Made by FourBadQuans
[x] I have thoughts of death.
[x] I know death is awesome.
[x] I've had dreams of what true death is like.
[X] I contemplate murder often.
[x] I contemplate suicide often with an extreme adventure behind why I did it.
[x] I want 2012 to be true because of the chaos.
[x] Words for destruction please me when I'm angry.
[x] I don't fit in with many people that can't understand why I want to be a Satanist.
[x] I've been told that I have serious mental issues.
[x] A freaky thing about me is that I'm very "likeable".
[x] I think blood on white fabric looks amazing when it's wet.
[x] I draw bloody things for more than the purpose of expressing my emotions.
[x] I curse so much at myself for some of my flaws that only I can see.
[x] Sometimes I think that a mental asylum is only a place for sanity, Heaven.
[x] My family worries about me.
[x] With all these problems, even when more come, I never forget who I am and how crazy I am.
[x] I live in my own paradise, world, and dimension 50% of the time.
[x] I sometimes feel selfish when I eat the last of anything in the fridge knowing that maybe somebody else wanted it.
[x] Some morals will never make sense to me.
[x] I don't understand love.
[x] I want lethal weapons because it comforts me knowing I can fight back against anybody.
[x] I do, dress, and say things to make Christians mad.
[x] I very often look like a sociopath.
[x] I feel like an alien from another galaxy, placed on Earth as punishment for something I did back at home.
[x] Every time I say my name out loud while introducing myself, I feel that I wasn't the one who said it. Someone else did.
[x] Premeditated murder is beneath me because I feel I could wing a homicide and do it perfectly the first time.
[x] I only can cry when I laugh or am hurt very badly.
[x] Certain words for things I feel and want to do have never existed and never will because it's part of my language.
[x] I can't tell society, my family, and friends how I truly feel without laughing about it.
[x] I wish I was another human race to see what it's like to look out my own eyes and see the ridge of my nose and skin tone look different.
[x] I purposely do things for a certain kind of attention, admiration.
[x] I try to find words that have bad words in them like assASSin.
[x] I do truth things like this very one to let others know a bit about me.
[x] Doing this truth entry made you realize something about yourself that you didn't think of before.
[x] I want more truths like this so I can see how many more crazy things I do.
[x] Now that this was mentioned, I want count how many I's are in these things.
[x] I know I'm crazy and am not afraid to embrace it. It makes me feel somewhat important.
Made by FourBadQuans
Missing something
I look back and I think I lost my touch with how I used to make cartoons. like these old pieces:
I really wanna make more art like my old stuff. My newer work's been too real. No creativity, but I did make Paapi, and my future husband just moved to a new apartment and asked me to make him an epic poster for his empty space, as well as I have a requested piece that I plan on doing also.
Maybe the poster I'm gonna make will bring back my inner Jhonen Vasquez, cause I'm gonna try to make it spooky. My old work is my most favorite, by far.
ze Featured Art
So I got my AP studio art exam score back and passed with a 5 which is the highest score you can get. Super happy about that.
BUT if you're interested in seeing the 12 pieces I used for my Concentration, you can check out my Featured gallery on here at this link: http://irkenninjaquan.deviantart.com/gallery/
(a concentration is a series of work that are tied together by a theme or likeness if you were wondering)
(and AP stands for advanced placement and is a college level class earning you three college credit hours usually)
(the 12 pieces are also in order of newest to oldest just so you can see my improvement)
tattooooooooooooooooo
I got my very first tattoo today. So rad, it's also Friday the 13th and we have a big orange moon! Some first tattoo right? Haha, I'm so happy, it looks greatttt
Cosplay newss
So today I finally ordered my scout regiment cosplay. I got the boots, white pants, the straps, jacket, and brown apron piece that goes around the waist. I noticed certain characters have their own kind of shirt so that's why I didn't order one. Can't decide which character I wanna beeeeeeee
In other news, here's a short video I made yesterday: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48P5SSzCYgc
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